so just another update....

i cant grasp the fact that we're all graduating in 4 days and the fact that im turning 18 in 4 days...its CRAPTASTIC! i doubt that i'll amount to anything with my life... the fact that i havnt app. to any colleges, and i have no job doesn help the matter... i'll fuck up my life just like my father did... BuT! possible not.. i might make it!

my boyfriend got kicked out of his current home and is now practically homeless... the only place he can stay is possibly at his mother's house when his father isnt home but thats a HUGE maybe... or he could sleep on the park bench which i dont agree with at all. He only gets payed $7.05 an hour which you cant get a small appartment with let alone food to eat! so im uber worried about that...

my mother had a major sergery done a week ago... a historectamy or something like that... all her women parts were taken out and now she's even MORE bitchier than normal and she keeps having hot flahses when the house is only 60 degrees _._... plus i have to do everything for her cuz she cant lift... so i get to basically be the mother once again while she just sits on her ass on the computer or watches court cases or dr. phil... its a complete waste of my time...

my creativeness of creativity has shut down completely altho i have thought up some interesting idea's for some stories.. not like they'll go anywhere... but its worth a try considering its the only thing that has come out of my brain in the last year... im trying my hardest to get some pictures up but i have no time right now... oh wellz...

<3 a shout out to our FISHY! being stationed elsewhere from hawaii(idk where exactly but im already worried)...